I am a mother of two in my 40s but I'll only be mentioning the son in question in this post as my other child is not involved. He is 20 years old. I have a very active sex life with my husband/his father and we enjoy incest as a kink. It's one of the things that really kind of brought us together. When we were younger and met each other incest wasn't so popularized. It's still a taboo but twenty or so years ago it wasn't talked about much. But now there is "sister stuck in the washing machine" everywhere. I met him when I was younger and let him in on my incest kink. So we have incorporated it into our sex life and have early on. We read stories about it and watch it together. I've anonymously browsed subs like this one in the past but have never posted.

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To make a long story short. My son, whom I've never had sexual thoughts about despite my kink. Asked me for a blowjob. We've never been open about our bedroom and activities and kept it to ourselves so I'm not sure if he is somehow aware of my interests and asked me hoping for the best. Or if he is interested in it himself and just wants it. It happened and I am not quite sure how to proceed with this. We've always had an open communication and live in a "no subject is too awkward to talk about" household. It happened pretty plainly. He just came up and said that he never had one before and feels like he is behind. He said all he can think about is sex and he just desperately needs some relief and asked .He was polite about it and didn't try to pressure me into it. He just simply asked about it and I didn't say yes or no. I asked if he was serious then said that is a big thing to ask. I didn't want to make him feel bad so I didn't pull the "but I'm your mother" or "this is wrong." Maybe I should have but I just didn't want to hurt his feelings because he was being open, honest, and very polite about it.

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I told my husband about it and we had a discussion. And of course our...interests came up. And I will admit that when my son asked I was a bit turned on. It was the thing I have fantasized about for so long happening before my eyes. My husband has done the "son" thing and asked me his "mom" for a blowjob. I thought I was fucking dreaming or this wasn't actually happening that my own son wanted one from me. During the long discussion my husband said that he wouldn't feel bad or jealous about it happening. But we both agreed that for the stability of the family and our son's and OUR mental health and future. We shouldn't jump into anything. Just because we love incest, I can't unsuck my son's penis. It would change things forever and we would go to a place we can never return from. What if he doesn't like it and it ruins our relationship and we can't look each other in the eyes? What if we like it too much. These are the things we have considered but this is where I am with everything.