So recently I've become more attracted to the thought of incest and I've also been more attracted to my cousin who is f19 i am 18 and i really want to do things with her and ask her stuff but idk if i should. A couple of mouths ago i stayed with her at her dads,everyone was asleep except me and her, she was leaving to go to the bathroom and randomly told me "don't look in my underwear drawer" which was a little random but i didn't she cane back and i had lied and said that i did and she had said to me in the nicest tone "your such a perv" nothing else happened after that, she was also really close to me that day so i ask the people here how do i escalate this to the level of sex cause she is really cute and im getting attached to her and the way she treats me.