Hello everyone, please share your thoughts with me.

I was at a new year party with my brother, but it was big enough party that we didn't really see each other during the night. Well long story short I got drunk and got pulled into the bedroom to makeout which turned into sex. After first one finished on me I was too drunk to go back and just laid in bed listening to music. Well the first guy probably bragged because soon there was more people coming in that room with sexy intentions. I don't remember how many I sucked and fucked. But during it guy I was sucking off came and I turned to see who's next and then I saw who was behind me dicking me down. My brother and me gazed into each other for brief moment and he was like deer in headlights. We stared at each other for long bit frozen not saying anything while his dick was still in me. Our moment got interrupted when someone else joined in with his dick out pulling me over to suck it. I felt him continue fuck me until he came and left. We haven't spoken since.