I don't know what to do, and I just need to vent somewhere. So I hope you don't mind hearing about my predicament.

A long time ago some stuff happened that I don't like to talk about, ending up in me having a son. I wasn't able to take care of him, so my older sister adopted him, and we just all agreed that I was his aunt. Which was heartbreaking but I wasn't in a place to care for myself or him.

We've never told him. I've always been his aunt. Normally that'd be fine, but over the last few years, I went from being the "weird goth aunt" in his eyes, to being the "hot goth e girl" aunt. He follows all my socials, likes all my thirst traps, and recently started to contact me about how I'm "cute asf" and that if I wasn't his aunt, I'd be just his type. Obviously, that's not what he led with... it came with time.

At a family gathering, we went to my giga rich uncle's place. He has a pool, and I like to swim. And my son/nephew likes to watch me swim with the most visible hard on trousers tenting I have ever seen.

I have no idea what to do, or how to feel about any of this. On one hand, ew it's my son. On the other, I can't help but relish the ego stroking he does. Also, he's kinda cute and if the obvious bulge is anything to go by, he's part horse...