‘I am a good person. I am not supposed to be attracted to her. She isn’t even attractive.’ I lie down on my bed, confused, questioning my ethics.

We grew up as people pleasers due to our parents who made us earn love. One has to deserve love, we were told. I guess it was just each other’s love we didn’t try to earn. We helped each other in every way we can. You used to call me your ‘problem solver’. I always laughed when you said that but that was the best thing anyone had ever told me. Even when I went to another state to study, we talked every weekend for hours. We shared our week, what we ate, what happened at school, everything. We virtually knew every thing about each other. You were there when I my ex left me. I was there when a boy broke your heart. Although you are 3 years younger to me, you and I are like best friends.

I don’t exactly remember when it started but it was probably when you video called me to show that long floral skirt you had recently purchased. That was when I first wondered how it would feel to undress you. Your thin body, A cup breasts and almost non existent ass never attracted me before that. You were like a cute baby to me, not someone I would lust over. Your darkish skin, black eyes, hip-long hair might have been attractive, but I couldn’t have ever imagined to wanting to feel your lips against mine, except recently.

I mastrubated thinking about you for a few weeks. It had made our calls a little awkward and you noticed that. When confronted why I wasn’t replying to you, I made an excuse that it was due to hectic school work and my part time job.

I thought this to be just a phase. Like one I had as a teenager where I was overly invested in your brassiere and panties. ‘It shall pass as well’ I thought. Until today, when you surprised me. You had applied to my university without informing me and today you received email of acceptance. You plan to be here next week, a month before the start of school. I am left in a state of dilemma. Having you here would make me happier than anyone can imagine. But I do not know if I will be able to control my urges. Will I be the one to take your virginity?

Both the characters are in early 20s. I want this to develop as an emotional drama based rp. I want to see explore the dark side of siblings love. I have intentionally left alot of possibilities open. However everything has to be first based on love, then lust.

Major kinks: teasing, stripping, foreplay, slow-burn, edging, psychological control, lingerie

I DON’T GHOST. HOWEVER, I AM NOT AVAILABLE ALL THE TIME. LOOKING FOR A LONG TERM PARTNER.