I've put... a lot of thought into this. Spreadsheets upon spreadsheets mathing the first four years or so out assuming everything stays the same as it is, I've flip flopped on the idea more times than I can count and I think I'm finally ready to say fuck it, and put myself out there.

So I want a baby, hardly news here, even the girls just on here to sell their OF probably got here through some vague idea. (More power to them, if I had the self confidence I'd do OF myself) but what makes me unique here, what makes me an ideal mother to be? I suppose that's what I'm here to answer right now!

I'm Lena, I'm 26 and just kind of exist here in Montreal, I'm a case manager specializing in youth, and I love my job! It's not for everyone, don't get me wrong, but it's what I love to do so here I am!

I am introverted though, I've dealt with self image issues for most of my life, since I was around 8, and I'd be lying if it didn't leave me living more of a workaholics life. Of course, once I have a child that will change, it kinda has to, but one of my friends best described me as a emergency battery, always there when needed but man can I burn out fast. That's, of course, in reference to me going to social events, but I'd still say it holds consideration.

Interest wise I'm a big book nerd, I just finished Dune Chapterhouse a few weeks ago in preparation for the new movie (fuck what a good movie), and am looking for something new to read, so even if we don't get to baby making please give me a recommendation, I'd love to pick it up! I'm also a budding cook, which of course means next to nothing, but I'd say I can cook well enough! Hell I had some slow roasted lamb earlier tonight and it was divine, first time cooking with lamb too!

Physically I'm 5'5" with darker brown hair running down to my upper back that I probably do need to get cut, I have a more angular face and smalle, A cup breasts that are both pierced. I've got decent hips and a, according to people I've been with, cute butt. I'm petite, let's leave it at that.

What I'm looking for though, and this is a big turn away for many I'd imagine, is a family. Husband, wife, and children. Now I'm not saying that we get married the second we meet, this isn't Vegas and I don't expect (or want) a shotgun wedding, but eventually, at some point, I'd like to consider taking the next step. If that consideration comes after a few dates then that's amazing, but if it takes until after the baby is here then that's fine as well! These things take time, and from what I've seen on here many people don't seem to realize that.

Last but not least I do not check reddit often, at most its once a day during the evening, but I have notifications on and am trying to fix that! So if it takes me a few hours to reply please don't take offense to it, it's not anything you did, I'm just an idiot.

Ps. I am a raging pansexual and also liberal politically, if neither of those align with you then you know where the door is.

Pps. I have a passport, so if needed I can visit America, but I'd prefer to keep this local(ish) so northern states only unless you don't mind us splitting a hotel room.