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For the longest time, I’ve had a sense within me about family and community. As I’ve grown up and stepped into society and had to come to terms with what I want in life, several things have become apparent.

Watching mothers shepherd batches of kids through the store with a watchful father there beside her, eyeing the would-be heathens who didn’t listen. Being part of a wild Thanksgiving with family members littered across the house talking about life, kids screaming in joy while running around the property and playing in the woods. It should be obvious enough what matters in life, and it’s so profoundly clear to me that it isn’t a job or social media or whatever else. Family.

It’s awakened within me some innate sense of emptiness. For years there’s been an ache deep inside me, chills crawling across my body each time I think of the weight of a man on top of me and being able to look in his eyes and just… knowing. There is a primal need inside of me to curl up against a lumberjack of a man while he wraps his arm around me and we, together, cradle my stomach, basking in the closeness of having a child— OUR child come into this world. The physical manifestation of our ancestors who fought tooth and nail against the fiercest of circumstances to continue their bloodline.

There is no greater sacrifice a woman can make than to commit herself, her body, and her future to a man who she deems worthy. The idea of being able to trust a man in that way is so deeply comforting to me. Creating a life with my husband is the purest example of love there is. My body desires on a cellular level to have a family with such a man- a masculine man- to be his, and to be able to relax into the feminine nature inside of me that just wants to nurture and love. The yin and yang of men and woman is so anciently beautiful like that.

There was a dream I had one time— me being sat on a blanket in the backyard of a large property, wind blowing gently through my hair, hand resting on my stomach, and looking out across the grass. Three little kids chasing each other around a tree while a man is pushing a little girl on a tree swing. Such a life sounds blissful doesn’t it?

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➖About me➖

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I am a 20 soon to be 21 year old woman with red curly hair, blue eyes, pale skin, freckles, 5’4, 130 lbs. I take care of myself and am relatively attractive, and take pride in myself as a woman and being the fairer sex.

I am very empathetic, gentle, and genuine. I am very analytical, perceptive, and intelligent as well, and I prefer honesty to skirting around issues. I am a very submissive woman, and prefer my man to take charge in a lot of situations. It’s just more comfortable being able to step back and let my man handle things, plus it’s attractive.

I am a writer, dancer, singer (I have a collection of lullabies I want to sing to our future children:)) I love running, hiking, swimming, cycling, simple walks. My hobbies and interests exist in such a vast range from geopolitics to gothic metal music so it’s hard for me to narrow it down. In general, lots of researching, cooking, history, languages, music, reading, health, animals, and particularly wolfdogs. I love wind chimes, notebooks, the sounds of the wilderness, crackling fire, driving in the middle of nowhere and picking a spot to relax, cozy winter weather, and the colors scarlet red, dark pine green, and Russian violet and mauve.

I am conservative and if you aren’t, we will likely clash in terms of ideals and how to raise children.<

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➖What I’m looking for➖

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— Relationship: Marriage, monogamy, traditional-esque, dominant man/submissive woman — Appearance: Attractive, well-groomed, in shape, preferably broad shoulders and a broad overall build — Lifestyle: No smoking, drinking, porn, video game addiction, drugs - someone who is concerned with giving our family a quality upbringing and has productive hobbies rather than passing life by with weed and alcohol and video games (holidays are different). Good hygiene is a MUST. — Family: Wants 5-10 kids and several pets — Hard-worker: A man with skills and the nature to get things done, fix things, solve problems, make things easier for us and our family. Can get down and dirty. If you’re a country/outdoorsy guy, can work with his hands, or have interest in home-steading even better. — Provider & Protector: That strong pillar I and our family can rely on. A man who craves to protect his woman and children physically. To provide for them. To provide for his wife sexually. To look out for his family’s safety and to be prepared for the hard times and the uncertainties. I am in college about to graduate with a double major in a STEM field expected to make good money and working from home is likely. To cover for me staying home with the kids and potentially not working, someone who can provide for our large family and help to give us a good life. A man who takes pride in protecting and providing for his own. — Personality: Maturity, intelligence, emotional awareness, protective, sense of humor, sense of adventure, understanding, respectful, territorial — Ideal Future: Living on some acreage or a large property away from main civilization with a sizable house to raise our children and give ourselves and our animals room to roam — A Giver: I am extremely attracted to and more likely to be turned on by a man who is a giver. Especially sexually. — Misc: I like nice voices and good/long hair. But not a requirement lol.

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➖We will make a great team if➖

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— You’ve done the emotional work to know yourself inside and out. Knowing your flaws and tendencies, handling your traumas and grudges, and coming out the other end with a clearer and sharper head on your shoulders. — You’re mature but can goof around. You’re intelligent. You take initiative and take charge. You have a sense of humor that doesn’t involve being offended at things. You have a sense of adventure and are willing to do some things that might be a little odd. You are emotionally intelligent and can read a room. You can stay calm in a disagreement, and don’t resort to petty revenge, jabs, insults to get back at someone in disagreements. — You enjoy relaxing in the back of a car looking up at the moon by the river. You enjoy exploring hidden places. You can cuddle by a fire in the woods. — You’re comfortable owning several different types of animals unless you already like a range of animals. You’re comfortable with potentially over 10 dogs (but not sleeping in our bed). — You want long term commitment and marriage in a partner and to work as a team to raise our family and manage our household. We will always be a team, never adversaries. There will never be sides, and we will maintain a united front and go to each other with our concerns. — You want to raise intelligent children rather than giving them iPads and letting them watch TV all day. Open to home-schooling. — You would rather be purely vanilla than on par with porn stars. — You care about future financials and are responsible with money. — You’re conservative, care about your country, and just want a peaceful, fulfilling life without the chaos of modern society nowadays.

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➖Non-negotiables/Dealbreakers➖

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— Being into pegging, other men, transgender individuals, non-monogamy, cuckoldry, threesomes, gangbangs, open relationships, etc. — Wanting more than one family with multiple women — Having kids from previous relationships — Bad hygiene — Obesity — Drugs, smoking, drinking, porn — Must want large family and traditional marriage — Must have a mature and reliable temperament — Must be respectful of my boundaries as a woman — Must be good with animals, dogs, and kids

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Wow this was long.

If any of this resonates with you, message me with your own ‘about me’ and what in my post you identify with! Longer and more detailed messages will be prioritized. Bonus points if you include a picture of your face!

Open to long-distance.

Must get to know each other first before anything else obviously. :)

I wish the rest of you well! ♥️

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NOT INTERESTED IN:

— RP — NUDES — HOOK UPS — SUGAR DADDIES