Today I played poker, Texas style for the first time with poker chips and everything. It was so fun, just me and the mates chilling. The point is, im gambling age now. I've always had a serious fascination with card tricks and magic and casinos and they all intersect so perfectly but I put those interests off. Playing poker today reminded me how cool I found those things. I wanna learn cardistry and gambling and cool casino tricks (nothing that will get me kicked out of a casino), the flashy stuff, yk? I never got far in cardistry, I know a few one handed cuts but nothing else.

Anyway, I want to go further with these skills. And of course, I know gambling is not something to glorify, I'm a massive Dostoyevsky fan and I've met real gambling addicts, it's a sad addiction which often doesn't get take seriously, I don't wish to make light of that, I just find these sorts of things, like probability and card tricks and magic really cool