I wanna start this by saying, I am not gonna give specific details of my trip just how I view life now that I've tripped. So if you were expecting me to talk about how the trip was, I'm sorry to disappoint.

On we go!

Before I tripped acid I had a lot of negative energy in my life, I was really depressed and had a lot of anxiety. And I smoked a lot of weed during the time i was depressed and anxious but that only made me paranoid.

During the beginning of my trip and on I just received this overwhelming amount of clarity that I knew was there but was never able to access it. Like I literally felt the buzzing and the metaphorical cloud around my head just go away, it was so odd. Like I just felt it evaporate into the air and I suddenly became more confident in the way I talk, express myself, walk, etc. I was realizing how primal we are as human beings and how things from thousands of years ago still apply today, we're just in a elevated society to where we don't notice it. I view meeting people as an opportunity to open doors I never thought were possible. I learned that life is about balance and it's the little things you do that matter and go a long way. It's hard to fully explain cause I know people want black and white answers but the world simply isn't that. I just wanted to share just my thoughts and how basically acid cured me and now I feel ready to do anything and everything. And I hope some of you lost intps or whoever you may be get this message and see that not all drugs are bad lol and some of them can be utilized in ways to benefit you. Just be smart.

BTW now when I smoke weed I don't feel down anymore, I just feel super... Lol like my thinking and problem solving is elevated. instead of before when I got high I just got lazy and Didn't do much. My perspective was off and weed was a mechanism I used to drown and wallow in my depression now I use it to just feel good, and operate more efficient and cause... I just like getting high so fuck it. I'm rambling now, sorry.

Edit: I couldn't do jack shit when I was depressed. Imagine being depressed and being Intp... Virtually nothing got done. now I'm capable of doing so much more and I view conversation less of hassel*. Of course I need small amounts of time to gain back my energy but I'm finding effective ways to use my energy to do what I enjoy doing. my motto is to face my fears, open doors, and fill rooms with energy. If you get my drift.. If you don't understand how important energy is. leave a comment and I'll expand on it.