I m18 has been through hell all my life im just a angry deppressed person now i wish i was that happy 10 year old still.

My story begins at the age of 12 i have been bullied before this takes place but i had friends so i was still pretty happy but this is when im starting high school and it doesnt start well the bullying starts up and itsd really bad i go home crying everyday near enough teachers wont do anything,

second and third year its pretty much the same bar its starting to get online and its reaslly affecting me but my friend group is currently starting to break up people are taking sides in a fight between me and someone.

my fourth and 5th year is when it gets worse i come out to my mates as bisexual and well a couple didnt take it well and just stopped talking to me and spread rumours about me i also start talking to this girl i thought she was perfect but she used me sexually assaulted me and started spreading rumours that i sexually assaulted her after that and more toxic girls my romantic feelings to girls faded so i started to only like men so after abt a year i came out as gay and a femboy and i made a tik tok but that got leaked and the whole school took the mick outta me.

my sixth and final year everything is ending i have no friends ive lost everything i started work experience at a primary school and one of the teachers found my tik tok to which they tried labelling me as a predator even though i would only wear feminine clothing within the four walls of my bedroom i alsolose motivation for school because the bullying got worse so i didnt go in as much causing more tention between me and my family as they want me to succeed but deep down i knew i wouldnt so i ended up failing my exams and failing school all together.

after school. after my time in school its pretty much given me depression, trust issues, anger issues and anxiety i really struggle to open up to people or even talk to people which sucks because i would love to have some friends or even a boyfriend but because im to scared to talk to someone it probably wont happen and seeing the people who made my life hell be successful be happy an just have love has made me very resentful and angry like why couldnt that be me all im thinking is all i wanted to do was fit in but i couldnt and it makes me feel like i will never fit in.

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i wanna thank you all for taking your time on reading this an i hope you all have good lives
from neonichigo