alright long story short IB has been a disaster for me. I have bipolar disorder/death of my parent happen at the start of this year and let me tell you

Full IB mixed with severe depression grief is literally the worst combo I have ever dealt with. I’m smart enough for IB, but I wish I had taken general ed classes to make life so much easier. I don’t want to give a fuck about school anymore. I’m not done with anything that I need to do and everything is like due on March 15. I’m failing all my classes this semester due to trying to catch up for first semester. Is it over for me guys? I have little motivation. I can’t even imagine going to school this week due to all the work I have to do.

Honestly last week i got so overwhelmed with the IB work I had and how I might not get the diploma or graduate since my EE is so shit that I felt suicidal and admitted myself into the local psych unit. I shit you not, my mental health and sadness is so overwhelming that I felt like I just couldn’t do it anymore. However, my IB coordinator pushed me to keep going. But fuck guys, I just want to give up.

What do I do?