What the title says! Literally I have trouble eating a complete meal per day. I feel like i'm not very hungry bc i'm always in pain and/or i'm terrified of having a milion diarrheas and horrendous cramps when i'm okay-ish, that my brain is conditioning me to just not eat. I went from eating 3 complete meals a day 1 to 2 snacks, to eating for example in a day : an applesauce cup & a tiny bol of soup. My nutritionist told me to drink proteins when I feel like this but like, that will still enhance my diarrhea and i'm so fucking tired of it. IBD is making every single day hard & sad & terrifying. Anyone else struggles to eat?

** On top of that my drs don't take me seriously when I tell them that concern about food bc i'm not losing a shit ton of weight like I did when I first got sick at 15. Now i'm 23 and i'm a thicker girl and since i've got meat on my bones I must be fine 🙃