The lure of conversion is too strong

Another alt account. Why is this stuck in my head so much? Why is it so hot? I swear I’m straight and masculine but the thought of being forcibly and irreversibly converted into a female fuck doll is so so intoxicating.

I can’t seem to trance or be hypnotised but I keep pumping my cock (or is it a clit?) to my fantasy. Maybe this is the time I fall for good and become a real Bambi.

Feel free to take advantage of my relapsed state and overwhelm me. The only way I’ll truly break is with force. Or with a super talented hypnotist/dominant. My normal self tends to be dominant but now I feel like I’ve been a switch all along, or even a submissive compensating by treating girls how I want to be….