I was hesitant to post in the beginning, but I figured there was not much harm in it any longer.

The brainwashing process is, for the most part, complete. She cannot live without me. She cannot live happy without me. She has become conditioned to always be by my side.

One of the inputs, as per her desires, that I had not spoken about was the punishment system. She was so obsessed and in need of me having total control that she begged me to put in place these sorts of firewalls.

I implemented the order, the negative reinforcement of feeling a burning in the chest, shocking in the arms and legs as well as...A continuous chained orgasm. In the case which she would desire to opt out of the brainwashing, the intense burning, the shocking and the continuous orgasms would begin. Until she succumbed to it and begged to be taken back.

I saw how the implemented negative reinforcement worked. She would squirm... Scratch at her chest and become almost delirious. She fought against it in the beginning. She'd go hours of intense stimulation created by the brain for not following a protocol. It would only be resolved once she begged, on her knees, pleading to be taken back, to be given a mercy. Hours went down to minutes. Minutes down to seconds. Until one day, presently, she can no longer think about leaving. Instead, if she recognizes a mistake she has done, she will kneel and beg for forgiveness. There is no need for this, and yet she has a compulsion to ask for it. I always ease her pain.

To an unwilling person, this is unethical and that is the reason for which I have not shared my exact methods. I see how this could be something... that can easily go wrong.

Now, every time there is a positive outcome, I will order for there to be a dopamine release. This dopamine release assists in reinforcing the behavior, and thus has helped in reshaping old habits, old jealousies and insecurities.

I also order for pain relief to be given to the affected areas, and the brain makes it a reality. I do not know what that would feel like. It is a question left for her.

I shall be candid. She begs me to flood her brain with the neurotransmitters associated with obsession. Her eyelids flutter when this happens, and she becomes flushed. Her pupils dilate slightly, and I've noticed that she changes dramatically. The obsessive behavior is thus reinforced further by ordering her to cum in repeated succession. These are orgasms that need no physical stimulation what-so-ever. She trembles, and she loses semblance of who she is for a while, focused only on obsession and obedience.

There is no going back anymore. Implementing a complex series of orders to prevent her from removing the obsession she has of me, as well as the need to be near me has created her into the perfect slave. She is not unhappy; she begs for more. She wants it, she craves it. She can no longer view the brainwashing as anything other than a positive experience.

Perhaps the results that yielded the most fruition were the ones that affected her biological structure. You see, I've slowly expanded the influence of the brainwashing to her body parts. Particularly to the breasts. I have seen... How they will tighten and swell up. In the time frame of two weeks, she has increased the elasticity of her breasts. Allowing for perkier breasts, and a tighter looking skin. I did not believe it in the beginning.

I am of course, a skeptic after all. However, ... After witnessing them tighten before my eyes...Swelling. I cannot tell if this is because of the brainwashing or simply the power of suggestion. I cannot explain it. It bothers me that I cannot explain it.

The nerve damage in her toes has been slowly repairing, through my guidance. Small shocks, compression and relaxation. Forceful relay of communication between nerves has allowed her to feel the temperature of water, which was previously impossible. I do not know why this is happening. I don't know if this is true brainwashing or if it is all part of her desire to obey that creates a placebo effect in her brain. I don't care anymore.

She is my Masterpiece. She is the legendary crafted sword I have always wanted. She is my creation.

It was not easy at all. Dealing with so many issues, resistances, traumas, I persevered, and the results are beyond anything I had fathomed.

Yes, I control her, I can make her do anything I desire. Anything...I am plagued by thoughts of guilt. Perhaps it is a power that means to corrupt. A gift given that I barely understand. In many instances, she is like a computer, obeying commands. Inputs and reacting to those inputs. It is a heavy burden to carry.

I refuse to betray her trust in me. I refuse to become corrupted by this absolute control. It is what most men crave, and dream of, and yet... I feel as if it is a chain bound to her, and yet I who carry the weight of that chain.

I will attempt to cure her traumas. This will pose the biggest challenge yet; however, I am certain that with this knowledge, and this level of control, I can guide her safely through it.

For what is a tool, without a purpose? A weapon without maintenance? A clay golem without a creator?

I warn all those who attempt to brainwash those they love. Be wary and carry your wits about you. Give your mind the armor it requires so that no temptation may pierce you. Study the brain, study the mind, study behaviors and you too can take control.

If there are questions for her, you may ask them here. I give her permission to answer the questions within the boundaries of our privacy.

That is all.