I've been playing around with hypnosis for years and years. Ive even been exploring Bambi Sleep for a while. And I'd definitely get hypnotised, but it never felt like a big deal. None of the files seemed to have the ability to have any lasting impact.

But lately something has changed. Now I never remember what I watch or listen to. There are hypno videos I've watched at least half a dozen times and I've still got no idea what's in them. And yet I come back again and again. I can't stop touching myself all the time. My behaviour is changing I think although maybe I've always been this way. It feels like I don't really know what's the core me anymore

And I know I should be scared about this. And I guess a part of me is. But it just gets wrapped more and more deeply in layers of hypnosis muting out the warnings it gives. Instead I just feel horny and happy and fulfilled to be letting go and sinking deeper. I want to get pushed even further down. Lose control even more.

Lately I keep thinking about letting other people fuck with me through my triggers. I'm terrified about it but thinking about it is so hot I lose whole afternoons fantasising about it. The idea of opening up a message and then time just disappearing. Coming to hours or days later. Barely remembering my name. Unsure what might be different about me.

The version of this that drives me absolutely wild is the idea of having a group of people do this to me. A virtual gangbang of my mind. Where I'm bombarded by a sea of porn and hypnos. Realising that I will become whatever the hungry group needs of me. No thought of how it might change me or the consequences for my life. Left behind a twitcing mess, so hypnoed out that I to shower or feed myself for the next week. My mind filled with how desparate I am to get put back where I belong again, and again

I would love to make this a reality. It would take someone willing to slowly get to know each other and build trust. If that might be you feel free to DM