They/he (ftm/nb)

Ive been a subject on and off my entire adult life. Hypno keeps pulling me back. I love that fuzzy feeling trance brings and I love its potential to change me. I like corruption; that real sense that I’m actually being molded by the tist. I also like conversational hypnosis because I like the themes of real dominance over me, like I’m helpless to it.

Although I have a life I’m trying to live out in the real world, I like feeling like an owned sex object; like my body is just for others’ use. That’s a big reason why I like orgasm control, like not being allowed to even touch myself unless the tist tells me I can, like getting to the point where I’m trained to not even think to ask because it’s not my pleasure that matters (still want to be allowed/told to, but you get the idea).

A lot of the stuff I like is long term slow build orientated which I get isn’t super exciting to everyone. I’ve gone through this all-at-once then burnout situation enough times to know that no one can be on all the time. I’ve got a life and so have you, so I need to keeping it low time-commitment even if it’s long term stuff we’re doing.

Caveats are that I live with my partner, his parents, and his other partner… So it can be hard to get a room to myself where I can “do my stuff” as it were. I do get privacy but it’s not always predictable so we need to be flexible and understanding of the limitations of our real lives. Also I want to reiterate that I want to work slowly towards more dramatize changes and power exchanges. I can’t give up all my control at once because I need to trust that whoever is hypnotizing me deserves that power and will use it wisely.