hey all! apologies in advance if i add too much incessant information, but as the title insinuates, i’m extremely new to kink (and sexual stuff) in general. you may think that i’m a super late bloomer, which is true, but i just never really knew about this stuff until now. i initially wasn’t interested, but the thoughts of it made me more and more intrigued, and now i’m going a bit out of my comfort zone and trying this.

a bit about me: i’m a computer science major in college, an INFP (if that matters), and i’m rather shy. i have a variety of interests, the biggest being the ocean (especially jellyfish!), anime, and drawing. i also have my own PC which i enjoy gaming on a lot.

as for kink wise- there’s a lot of stuff i’ve taken an interest of, and i think i have a general idea of how a kink relationship would ideally work with me in one, though of course since i’m new i’m sure this will change, as will my comfort ability. keep in mind some of these kinks are taboo/dark so it’s okay if you stop reading!obviously hypnosis is one, but i like dumbification/slight bimbofication (maybe, not totally sure about it just yet), overstimulation/multiple orgasms (haven’t quite figured out how to get those yet though haha but i like the thought of being so overwhelmed by cumming over and over that you just lose the ability to think completely), daddy kink (not sure how to describe this one but some of the daddy/daughter roleplay captions i see are really hot), conversion kink, drug/alcohol use to make someone ‘dumber’ or more submissive, and probably a lot more!! mine probably are more aligned with the consensual non consent alley of things, so if that’s not your cup of tea that’s totally cool.

i’m not totally sure what i’m looking for, as i feel like expecting myself to have a solid idea when i’m so new to this stuff isn’t realistic, but i have a general one. i’m primarily attracted to women but i like the idea of an older man conditioning me to only get turned on by cock and by men, and in doing so make me a vapid, constantly horny girl. i want it so i can’t even go about my day without feeling the need to touch myself silly or think about sucking dick, not even realizing i’m half as smart as i used to be, and only getting dumber and hornier by the day. i know this sounds pretty intense, so i don’t want this to be too off putting or anything. i don’t have limits that i know of, though i’d be sure to let you know- the only thing i can think of for my privacy (since this is so new), is i’m very reluctant to go right into speaking over a voice chat or video chat- it’s really not something i’m comfortable with and i think i should be careful with this stuff until i’m more experienced. i possibly send a verification picture with my face hidden, and sexual pictures with my face hidden as well, but i have a history of insecurity with my body (since i’m plus sized), so i’m not the most comfortable with that.

thanks for reading this far and sorry for the rambling!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶