I’ve got a rare night without my housemate here, and would love to spend it being reduced to a brainless fuckdoll. Memory loss, confusion, and feeling forced all bonuses, but I’m open to discussing anything that’ll leave me mentally empty with my holes full.

In the unlikely event someone is local enough (UK, Bristol area), in person would be very fun! I’ve always wanted to get used by a hypnotist.

For online, the kinds of experiences I would enjoy: - losing time lots through the evening and having no idea what’s happening or why my holes are all getting sore - being encouraged to forget asking to be hypnotised in the first place and instead believe I must just be a fuckdoll at heart and too weak to resist anymore - cumming way past the point it stops feeling good - rousing from a trance to find myself with a dildo in each end, my body moaning and cumming while my helpless mind tries to resist - opening up my photos app to see videos of myself I don’t remember making - throatfucking myself with a dildo suction cupped to a mirror, believing I am watching porn of a fuckhole getting throatfucked - having memories implanted of guys using me in real life tonight and not knowing whether it happened or not

I’m open to suggestions. I’m a submissive masochist who likes to get broken, only major limit is scat. Open to longer term connections if we click - good quality kink partners are worth holding onto! - but priority is using my free night for the intense depravity that’s usually hard to achieve.

About me: 28, FTM, post-top surgery and on t, usually shy.