Hey all, Thanks for taking the time to read this - apologies in advance if it's long or repetitive in nature. I'm 32 M UK, and I accidentally stumbled into the world of hypnosis several years ago through IRC chat rooms. I quickly realised that by and large, the sexual element (while fun at times) wasn't enough to satiate my needs, and thus I planted a seed in my mind about the possibilities of hypnotic trance. I began to fantasize about what it might be like if I was brainwashed, if I let the walls of my core collapse at someone elses voice, allowing their words to penetrate the very essence of who I was. How deep could they drill? How easily could they poison my subconscious? Could they weave a dark web of sticky tendrils deeply into the passageways of my mind, altering the way I think, behave, react, rationalise, etc etc... This idea began to shape itself, and the more I thought about it, the more desperately I wanted it, which brings us to where we are right now. I crave beyond all doubt, beyond all logic, to find someone who could begin to tap into my mind, planting their seeds with a caressing touch, to me likely unknowingly. To have them feel their way through my existence, slowly corrupting me with their thoughts and ideas until without really realising at all, I've been completely and utterly brainwashed. I have no set end goal or set experience I want out of this, for me I guess the 'kink' is the act of surrendering my mind to someone, letting them set me free of who I am and allowing them the free reign to twist and warp and shape my core as they desire. Perhaps permanent changes are possible. Perhaps false memories can be planted. Perhaps my mind can be influenced discreetly and slowly to such an extent that I have no perception on the changes that are being made. I feel an ever growing desperation to experience this. To surrender myself to someone superior, and letting them brainwash me long term. This is a lifestyle choice. A choice with consequences that I accept. In the past I have tried, on multiple occasions, to experience trance through text - this has never been effective on me and so isn't something I wish to try again. Ideally for me, voice calls would be perfect. If any part of this has caught your attention and has your mind excited at the prospect of pouring the dark corners of your mind into someone else, please drop me a message. I would absolutely love to embark on this journey