Ok well I know I'm an aggressive person. I was raised by the military with Irish and Latino roots so yeah. On top of what some people call a disadvantage or advantage depending on your outlook I was also raised in a not too terrible but definitely not ritzy kinda neighborhood. I got into gangs and just being a somewhat honorable hellan. (I know it doesn't make sense if you had a good life and surroundings) some people don't like how I can go from cracking jokes, offering cigarettes, speaking intelligently, being kind to the 180. I get hostile mean aggressive almost hateful and because of my life in the school of hard knocks ( juvenile and adult incarceration). I seem to show some people in my lines of work ( sales, customer service, and guest care) that I have definitely changed my life around but I still deep down crave confrontation and a legal honorable reason to be violently confrontational. Every time I look for work I look in places that have security issues. Buy security issues I mean a large population of drug addict homeless kleptomaniac kind of people. If there is a high crime rate close to home with leniency on hostilely confrontational gide lines I'm so there. Even if I work for a department store duge store or gas station that says "don't even acknowledge that you see them stealing and definitely don't engage" that basically tells me we secretly need someone like you! And I allow my inner professional, courteous, hostilely protective self to shine. I'm glad that now I work a low stress almost safe job. However I work nights in a drug ridden town in northern California. Also my bosses allow me to be myself (my own security) also ARMED! With a tazer hanging keys and what ever I got in my pockets ;) . I'm glad life's not as bad as it used to be, but sometimes I miss it. They say you can take a stripper off the pole , but she's still a hoe. Well you can take this street wise out the hood, but you can't take the hood out of a wise man. That's my rant I know it's random but it's a short winded expression of my honest confession. I'm a reformed hood trying to be a good man and use my aggression for the better.