Heya
This is my first time posting as female. What do I mean by that? Well.. I am intersex. Being intersex is weird and doesnât really fit into this world. Most modern places always put you into one or the other. Which makes things a little complicated for me at times.
I was assigned male at birth. No one knew about me being intersex. âLooks male.. so itâs a guyâ they said. And so I was raised as a boy. Until puberty hit. And then the horror started. I began to develop breasts. I was terrified to say anything. But eventually I had to before it got out of hand. I never wanted to go swimming or similar, as it felt so weird. People around me acted quickly. I got examined and being told that I am intersex. So far I have lived as a boy.. so I got kinda pressured into becoming a man. At least thatâs how it felt to me. I am sure they had all good intentions. I used blockers and eventually testosterone to continue my way into my manhood. At first it wasnât that bad. But after some years it just felt worse and worse.
I reached a breaking point when I recently discovered something called hucow. When I saw that I felt so envious of the woman. I couldnât continue. I need to explore more. So I stopped with the hormones and blockers. In secret. Everyone still thinks I am a guy. No one knows that my breasts have started to develop again. Honestly I am nervous.
I am not sure if I will ever be able to grow into my womanhood. Even saying that makes me nervous. I donât know what to expect or how to continue from here. This is the first time putting myself out there and trying to talk about my story and finding myself.
Much love!
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