Suggestions PLEASE FRFR

Answers please!! A little bit about myself 41/M four years ago I was three months away from retiring with two hotshot companies, house in Dallas, ranch in Colorado with dispensary almost up and running on it and full time job directional drilling offshore. I know, I got greedy dumb asf. I got caught up moving illegals from the border to ny York 28k a trip did 9 trips Feds also took all that money and did little over 32 months in the Feds. I learned my lesson but here it goes, no crying or asking for hands outs just trying to get back on my feet so I can provide for myself and son and show him if you fuck up take your lick she’s get back to it. Been out for almost 19 months 12 of those were waiting for a transfer back to tx from New Mexico and worked for a hotel as corporate maintenance but the gm and management were on drugs(blues and meth) and got me fired because I knew to much got fucked out of money every check reported them to the labor department in nm they didn’t care moved on. Now in Galveston remember I was making 1800 a day offshore can’t do it now because my twik card is in appeal 4 more months. Busted my ass sandblasting for some dick head for 2 months $11 an hr 12 hr days killing my self, got another job on cruise line 2 days a week tips are good need more. I’m not scared to work at all, I don’t bitch I WORK HARD ASF. I can’t find work I been knocking on doors, pushing mower around, putting applications everywhere, damn near begging for a job not even a decent one, a job can’t find shit man. Almost tried selling dick if I could find some cougars lol I can be a boy toy if it pays the bills lol. Any suggestions or leads fuck I’m just trying to be a productive part of society again for Christ sake. Thanks In advancement