So I recently separated with my long term partner who introduced me to this lifestyle. It started as a curiosity but over time, the lifestyle has taught me so much about my sexuality, my needs and how important it is to put myself first.

It’s been a few months, and it did cross my mind that this would be the end of my adventure (probably for good reason) and I made sure to have my rebound, just to get it out of my system. It felt liberating, satisfying and fantastic to be able to find, ask and get what I want, without being shy about it or feeling any shame.

The thing is, I find myself craving more. I’ve opened up my profile again in recent weeks, just to read through old messages and I found myself making a new post looking for more. It’s not as if i’ve not been able to be productive or social or look after myself day to day, if anything i’d like to think i’ve blossomed, but there’s this itch, there’s this high that I can’t help but chase.

I’d love to hear from other women who’ve been involved in this lifestyle with a partner they’ve since split up from and whether or not they’ve continued to play?