If you were to jump in a time machine and go back into my life a year ago, you'd see a much different relationship. One more based off of friendship than companionship, in itself was great, we were each other's best friends, but it still lacked that "intimacy"

Sex 2-3 times per month, One postion, no lights, absolutely NO oral, no adult movies, anything other than "hurry up and finish" was frowned upon.

I've had a fantasy about sharing my significant other for many years, most of my adult life basically, but never felt capable of bringing it up in my marriage because of our routine mentioned above... about 8-9 months ago, I finally started roleplaying with her about watching her with another man and her desire intensified, her motions, her moans.... you could tell it did something to her, she would ask if i was serious, but I continued to deny it, partly because of nerves or embarrassment, but mostly because, I just flat out thought she would deny it based off of our dull sexlife.

Finally a couple of months ago, I confessed to wanting to do this in real life, and had for a very long time, we roleplayed, more detailed that night, and then, everything changed....

While she claimed to be considering it, our sex life went from 2-3 times per month, to 2-3 times per week... multiple positions, next thing i know, she's on top for the first time in probably 18 years... we bought toys, dildos, cock sleeves, vibrators, cock rings and more, we watched porn together while we had sex and she even started watching it on her own!!! Since we have a young child, watching the internet usage has always been important, as I was looking through our history, I noticed a lot of porn site (if knew they weren't mine as I always search the same genres) these were all "big dick" , "wife sharing" , "husband watching" etc.... literally dozens upon dozens over a 2 week span....

A few weeks later, ahe admitted to actually considering it and it turned her on immensly, but the answer would always remain a no.... the porn searches have stopped, but our sex, although not as often as it was a few weeks ago (1-2 a week) is still better than it was... Ive stopped bringing it up myself, even for roleplaying, but she cant.... within 5 minutes of foreplay, she starts the roleplaying, which is absolutely love!!!! It tells me it's still on her mind

Here's to the future!!!