Background: For a long time the fantasy of watching my girlfriend (27) with another man has been a huge turn on for me. We’ve been together for 7 years now and our sex life has always been pretty good. The biggest issue though is I’m very kinky with a high sex drive and she’s very vanilla with a low sex drive. Since the beginning of our relationship I have always asked her what her fantasies, kinks and turn ons are but she always says she doesn’t know. Mine are more on the bondage/femdom side of kinks and she has always fully embraced that side of our sex life and done anything I’ve asked to try. From what she’s said she likes doing it all but more to see my pleasure from it rather than actually enjoying it herself.

So onto the Hotwife side of things. I’m pretty sure she’ll have no interest in it and never want to try it. We’ve played would you rather games and I’ve ask questions like MMF or FMF threesomes? Watch other people or be watched? Anything involving other people she basically refuses to answer saying she never wants others in our sex life. I’ve made jokes about how her tits should be shared with the world they’re that great but she always says no they’re just for me to see.

Should I forget about that side of my fantasies? I don’t know if I’ll like it irl or just in my mind. I know I wouldn’t want anyone we know it would have to be a stranger. And would I actually be able to watch her get fucked without getting jealous or feeling sick? Will she think different of me that I would like to see her with other men? Maybe it’s something I should keep to myself. Anyone with any advice or had the same thoughts or situation?

Thanks