My gf seems like she is def interested in being with other men. It took many open and honest conversations to get to this point. And I’m very excited. Then last night she said “I think the only thing I’d have a problem with is seeing you afterwards. I’d feel like I just cheated on you so seeing you would be hard”. She knows this would be the best part for me and she wouldn’t do it any other way. . I was left feeling like “so you can fuck someone else so long as you don’t have to look me in the eye and own it?” Or Almost like “fucking someone else would be ok with you so long as I don’t know about it?” This thought is bothering me. Can anyone help me work thru what she is feeling? I don’t believe she would ever cheat. and it has taken a long time for her to understand this lifestyle. The idea of ducking someone else did not come easy for her. Thoughts?