Hi everyone,

I’ve been curious and wanting to explore some part of the lifestyle for a while. Now I’m divorced in my early 40s, single, and I’ve reconnected with a gal from my hometown. We haven’t seen each other since we were teenagers, never hooked up. I think she’s possibly into or curious about exploring a bit but I don’t know how to walk the fine line, or at least right now it feels like it.

I’d love to hear from anyone with advice, or just to talk things out. There’s a lot going on, in life, in my head, and it’s exciting. I just don’t want to fuck it up. Like every guy on here

She was the hot chick, the spicy one, fierce but adorably cute. Also the one that you could just tell was an animal in bed. Even as teenagers.

So we’ve reconnected but we live a flight away from each other. We’ll be seeing each other in person in a few weeks, that will be the first time in over 20 years. It’s crazy how fast the intimacy struck both of us once we started chatting. On Facebook first, then texting, etc…it has been insanely hot!

Turns out that the weekend she and I reconnected on Facebook, she had a ONS. Even though we’d only been chatting for a short period of time, one night while we are FaceTiming (her topless dancing in her kitchen 🥵)…she felt compelled to tell me, to confess, that she fucked some guy a few days ago. She was embarrassed and looked so sad, I told her it was ok and that I wasn’t mad, upset, and it didn’t change a thing about how I viewed her. We talked for a bit more, wishing I could hug her, and in my head I’m thinking…I am so turned on that she fucked some guy and had a one night stand a few days ago, as I stare at her topless in her kitchen…I had already imagined her with another guy, and now she’s telling me she literally just was! My mind is blown.

I decided “fuck it” and just tell her…that it turns me on that she did that. I liked it. And I showed her how hard I had gotten. She was speechless. I didn’t push it, I let that all sink in.

It’s come up a few more times in the last few days, on a FaceTime tonight, and some other things as well.

Anyhow, I’m not sure what to do or where to post. It’s funny, I’ve been into the Hotwife and lifestyle exploration on here, reading and following everyone else’s journeys, hoping to be at that nervous exciting beginning…and here I am and I can’t think of where to post. Any suggestions?

Nervous newbie lol