Like the the title says, lol. So me and the fiancé have been talking about this for years, hotwifing, solo play, she even flirts online and just made an irl friend that’s a potential, very adamant on the fact that she’s only in it for extra dick, how exciting lol, anyways, it’s something that has turned me on for quite some time, we role play, she shows me the dirty texts and conversations with this potential mate, and it gets me so excited I can barely keep my self from finishing.. but when I do, that “post nut clarity” tells me that I’m ashamed or extremely jealous. Only lasts about an hour before I’m excited and comfortable with the idea and process of it all again. Any of you deal with this? What have you done?