I have been having hard time connecting with my bulls. I definetely love this lifestyle and trying different cocks but I haven't been able to get into the subspace or mood for sex. Fore play is imp and we did do some foreplay and proceeded to sex. I have been having time enjoying the dick. I can't feel small cocks and big cocks hit a place which hurts. I have been looking for thicker guys lately and planning on trying the thick dicks.
Soo far I have always had bf in the room when I had sex with bulls. I think without him I can get more connected or more bonding with bulls but cuck is not ready for it.
How should I connect more with the bulls? Any one else struggled with these things? I haven't cum soo far is this normal? My bf(cuck) and I fuck often but I don't feel it that it can lead to me cumming. He fingers me nicely but get's tired soon. I have felt fingering more pleasurable than dick soo far.