First off together 14 years 2 kids together and my OH has only ever had sex with me. I am below average and until i introduced dildos and vibrator into our sex life i had never seen her enjoy it so much. We communicate really good about sex now but it took years to get here. Hotwifing was my kink and she was up and down about the idea over past few years. We mostly spoke about this when we had been drinking and she said one night she wasnt sure that it was something i really wanted as i hadnt spoke about it when sober. I can say when sober and anytime after i orgasm i still have the same feelings and thoughts of seeing my beautiful Mrs in this lifestyle with me. Watching, listening to her becoming confident and wanting her to feel sexy and desired by other men. She has became much more invested since i told her this when we were sober. I wanted to show her how serious i was about this and that her wants and needs were paramount so i suggested my old friend who she has always laid claim to disliking as we both had a falling out years ago. Always suspected she had a thing for him and he is well known for being a player with a huge dick. Her face was lit up with a nervous smile and she questioned me “ u would seriously be ok with me fucking him” ? I said if thats what u want then its what i want. Well yes she is now trying to hook up with him and told me he is hot and its a bonus as a few friends of hers told her years back how big his dick was. As she has only ever been with me and she admitted to always being curious about fucking him as he is bad guy and a slut and thinks it would be amazing, could her having the fuck of her life with him change her feelings for me? I would be happy and want it to be amazing for her and im not daft i know his dick is huge and because of the added taboo to the situation it will most likely be best ever for her. I would not have put her in an awkward situation by asking her this, so her telling me not to ask her that as its awkward for her is her worrying. It would only be awkward if the answer was yes. If it was rubbish then she wouldnt mind telling me it was rubbish. Surely if im ok with her fucking him why worry if i may ask a question haha