7 months ago, I took my fantasy of many years, that I had kept to myself for so long right into the bedroom and acted it out with my wife. Please see my first post for how that went. At that time, I didn't even know this forum was a thing or it would have been posted here. I really didn't even know the level of how many people had the same kind of desires and I can't express just how amazing it felt along the way to see how many more think the same way once I had discovered these other subreddits.

Since my first post, I have 100% completely come out with my wife and told her all of my desires and fantasies. She knows I want to see and or participate while she enjoys another man. Having read several people's posts where they did the same, there was a pretty common theme of distrust in their spouces response: "why the hell," and responses like, "you want to sleep with another woman don't you," or even, "are you gay?" So I fully expected some response like this when I told her. It seemed to be the almost universal theme for those who have had this kind of talk. I was prepared to try to explain but I never got that opportunity.. AT ALL!!!.... That is not the reaction I got from my wife. I thought for sure she would question me, we've been VERY happily married for over 20 years and a year ago just got remarried again for weird legal reasons but it was amazing and we both loved doing it. But anyway, when I had this conversation with her, there were no questions at all. I even tried at one point to say if there is someone else you're interested in doing this with, just let me know first. She was like, "I know." and that's it!! But what did happen during the last 7 months is that I think my dick is broke because she has fucked and sucked the hell out of me and I was never able to make her cum like that before, she goes ballistic with this fantasy in the bedroom with me playing her lover. She rarely sucked me before now she goes nuts and even makes me cum sometimes before I get to fuck her. NEVER EVER had that happen before.... I've done things like putting on a different cologne and coming into to the dark bedroom, kissing her, asking her if she is sure he doesn't know, and then fucking her mad and she freaking cums over and over like I never have been able to do before.

We're now pretty comfortable talking about the fantasy... She gets dresses I think are sexy and is happy to show them off. She has on several occasions now worn a very shear bra with a very shear blouse so in the right light, you can see her full beauty but only for a second in the right light. Sexy as fck... The other day, wearing one of these sexy dresses, we went in together to get a takeout order at a restaurant and I sat down in the waiting area while my wife waited in line to pick up the order. A guy quickly started chatting with her and they struck up a conversation. He seemed quite flirty with my wife. then she was next to pick up the order. I then sat there watching him stare at my wife's ass. fk that was hot!!! I told her about his staring at her ass after and she absolutely liked that, I could tell, but she played it off as no big deal.

There's been a few times where I've joked about a co-worker she just met up with off work while I was standing there and after she's instantly played off of my excitement over it and seemed to absolutely love doing that to me.

So it hasn't happened for real yet but just the fantasy of it has turned my wife into an animal and made our sex life freaking like we were in love for the first time and devouring each other. I'm loving every moment of this. I will love her if or if this doesn't happen all the same. This is amazing and I wanted just to share it with everyone because I feel like I did when I was so desperately in love with her over 20 years ago.

The only thing that worries me, because she never questioned anything, and we just jumped into it. There was no real serious talking about it. I kinda wish we did. I know we get each other really well after all these years but for us to progress this far without serious talk about it. I hope I don't fuck this up. I love her sooooo freaking much!!!!! She really loves on me hard so that's positive feedback but more talk about it would probably be a good thing from what I've read. We have not really had any serious talk. It's just constant play and fantasy and what seems to get us both off right now.

Would love to hear any comments you all have. Thanks for all the freaking great and exciting posts I've read!!!