Hey everyone, just wanted to give a quick update. We had our second time with a third, and it was quite an experience. You guys were totally right about the flaky guys, it was a struggle to find someone! We finally find a guy to join us in our hotel room, and honestly, I was beyond excited. Watching my beautiful wife kissing and caressing him was a crazy. When he started fingering her as she opened her legs, with me right there in front of them… wow. Seeing his fingers slowly caressing her… my mind was blown. Things escalated to kissing, undressing ... Licking and sucking. Her mouth filled, his fingers penetrating her… so intense and hot. I was still dressed, snapping photos, trying to stay calm and trying to enjoy the moment. Then, out of the blue, she opened my pants and started giving me head while he was going down on her. I was on the verge of coming but had to ask her to slow down, a little worried about pnc. It was all so intense – seeing them together, the action…she was riding him, I could see up close how she was wetting on his cockI was incredibly turned on, but also… surprisingly anxious. I was thinking about sharing my wife, the love of my life- the person I want to be for the rest of my life-and that got me feeling jealous and nervous. It was a strange mix of emotions. When he finished all over her, I couldn't help but caress her, spreading his warm cum over her. What a crazy moment. After he left, we had a long talk and lots of affection, and of course… incredible sex, just us. I'm still kind of reeling. I'm turned on, but also so confused and a bit scared. I'm worried about opening this door and if this will now be her "preference," and if she'll ever be happy just being with me. It's a lot of emotions ! Thanks so much for all the advice and feedback since the beginning of this journey. It's really helping me process it all.