So, we rented out a spare room to a professional project manager named Seb. We all share the kitchen and other amenities. In the first month or so, I could tell Seb was interested in me. He’d just casually flirt with me when my husband wasn’t around, but he’d really push his luck when we were hanging out with alcohol.

I liked the attention I was getting as I and Seb worked from home. It’s nice to get a little extra attention throughout the day. I initially thought it was just casual flirting and nothing serious. For context, my husband and I were already talking about getting a third to join us, something we were actively looking into. I wasn’t sure if we should move forward with Seb, so I kept it to myself instead of talking to my husband about Seb’s flirtatious behavior. The other reason was he had a girlfriend at the time, so I didn’t want to mess things up.

A couple of months went by, and one day SEB approached my husband with the idea of a full-on swap with (Seb and his GF )while they were outside grilling burgers for the party that evening. My husband and I were really into the idea as both of them were hot. Then we spent another month or so talking in a group chat about all of this and everything. But out of the blue, the girl friends broke up with Seb. And our plans to have a swap were completely gone. Months went by, and we had a party at our house, and all of us got supper drunk and I ended up grinding Seb really good. Knowing what I had seen the photos of, I was super wet grinding on him. As the night ended, people left for their homes, and Seb, my husband, and I were cleaning up. Things took a turn for the better, and we three ended up having sex all night. I was fucked senseless by the two most gorgeous men I know of. 

THIS STARTED OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH our BULL who LIVED with us.

So, this happened at a Halloween party back in 2023, and it’s been over a year now. He doesn't need to ask my husband if Seb and I are home and having a quick lunch during the day. We just have sex. Or late at night, we are all watching a movie. I will just start rubbing both their junks. Seb sleeps in our bedroom a lot of the times we have king sized bed and there are times when Seb is inside me in the middle of the night while hubby is asleep. The best way to define this is that I have two husbands at home. Here is where I am having trouble:

1. Seb wants to go raw and creampie me all the time. He’s been pulling out less lately, and I think he’s doing it on purpose and not respecting my boundaries. I do enjoy him creampieing me. I love the way his thick cock pulses inside me. In the past, I’ve been really good at expressing my boundaries, but I seem to be having a tough time with Seb. Am I falling for him?
2. He told me he wanted to have sex with me while hubby is away in Europe for a work trip. Hubby is okay with it, but he doesn’t know the conflicting thoughts I’ve been feeling. I’m nervous, but I can’t quite put my finger on why.
3. I also told Seb something I shouldn’t have: I told him about my fantasy of being a slut and having other men use me. He showed me photos of a friend of his who can join Seb and me, and it’ll be my secret from hubby. I am not sure if this whole Bull living with us situation needs to end or what is the best way to proceed. All i can say i am loving the sex but emotionally it getting a bit much.