After basically a year of going back and forth about the idea of MFM. We’ve finally hit a point where my wife has admitted to really loving a big cock (dildo).

Annoyingly, it’s been a back and forth of her admitting to all sorts of kinky things in the moment and afterwards she shy’s away and doesn’t want to hurt my feelings.

There’s definitely been a huge opening up on her side over the last half year. She’s admitted to cumming harder, loving the feeling of being stretched, etc. and the interest of this MFM has increased with each month. Significantly.

She still walks back a lot of what she says, which annoys the shit out of me. But most recently, she admitted that I’ve never come close to making her cum as hard as the toy has. And she cums with me every time (average size).

There’s really two things I want to discuss.

1) I’ve told her many times she won’t hurt my feelings but I can tell she’s still holding back. How do I get her to just fully embrace this? I know she wants to, she just doesn’t want to hurt me.

2) How do I maintain intimacy? While we still have a great sex life, I just genuinely enjoy watching more. Our sex is good, but if I can’t make her cum like that I don’t even really want to do it but like once a week. Would much rather just watch her cum a lot harder on a big cock than me. How do maintain balance while also letting her feel amazing? But currently, just have zero interest in our sex. She’s so incredibly hot when she cums like that. How could I not want more of that?