So my partner and I have been fantasizing about her becoming a hotwife for quite some time. Up until now it's just been bedroom talk and sexting. A few months ago she said she wouldn't mind trying out an open relationship so we both sleep with other people but have strict rules we must follow. At first I loved the idea of her being with another guy and I still do but only when I'm horny. When I'm not horny or post nut clarity, I hate the idea and think, WTF am I encouraging. I get a hot flush run through my body and I hate the idea of another man touching her. I'm the only person she has been with and we both love that she's never been touched by anyone else but since we started talking about it, she is really loving the idea of being with other men. We have done everything you can think of specially with each other so the only new thing she will have will be a different person in her. Should I feel like this? Does it go away or do you think it will destroy my relationship?