My wife and I have been in the lifestyle for the last couple of years and it has been great! The fetish for me is mostly about my wife being “bad”, nothing gets me going more. So far she has played by herself, and she takes video for me which is great. When she gets home we have AMAZING reclaiming/cleanup sex which I love a lot. Something about her being naughty and the fake cheating drives me wild

Recently we have discussed me getting more involved, and even being there or having a full MMF session. The thought of it sounds amazing and would be incredible, but my apprehension comes from actually having to meet the guys.

For some reason I just dread that initial conversation (deff in my head a bit)

Being in the lifestyle comes with lots of emotions (much of which trying to fight off shame for liking it so much), but I think I get in my head about going to meet the other guy with my wife.

As of now, I never have any contact with her “bulls” she handles all the texting and dates.

Any suggestions on how to overcome that or best navigate the meeting would be great, or even ideas on how my wife can get me more involved but not quite to the threesome phase yet?