Hi everyone, this is a simple confession on this subject, I understand those who have already passed this point, those who are like me. It is a difficult process to assimilate but one cannot change one's nature, I would love to see my girlfriend riding someone much bigger than me (that is not very difficult since I am about 5”) and fulfilling fantasies. My problem is that I am not able to tell her this, I think it is very out of place and far from the relationship we have (we have been together for about 10 years and we were both each other's first) she is somewhat vanilla, our sex has improved to the point that she is very sexually satisfied with me, and I with her, that is why my fear begins, if we have a good relationship and good sex, why complicate our lives? But it is something that I love. I would love to be licking my girlfriend's feet while another guy stretches her on all fours, but of course I'm very afraid that telling her such a thing would imply that our relationship would go to shit and that's something I don't want. You'll tell me that we have to talk things over and you're right, but at this point the argument is that I don't know if I'd like this lifestyle made real, I mean in my mind it's great that they fuck my girlfriend and fill her with milk but it's different in reality and I don't know if it would make me somewhat jealous. I'm at a standstill of a lot of desire to be in lifestyle and at the same time fear of how it can affect us. But sooner or later I'll have to make a decision