I posted a few days ago that my wife officially became a hotwife last week. Since then I have mostly been very excited that it finally happened and look forward to her having sex with other guys again.

But there are also times where I feel a lot of anxiety about it and wonder if we should go back to the way things were, if that is even possible anymore. The other issue is I can't stop thinking about it (for example, I should be working right now).

Did anyone else feel this way after the first time? Did you emotions eventually stabilize?

I am open to a chat, I would like to talk to men and women who have been through what I am going through and hear how things turned out.