This is flagged as “Experience” because at the time it happened, it was not the way I played it out in my mind. In this account I will describe her as my wife, but at the time we were bf and gf.

When I met my wife I wasn’t remotely interested in hotwifing. I was a “typical” guy interested in FFM threesomes. I say “typical” because if I could guess, most guys fantasize about having an FFM. I’d watch FFM, girl-girl and group sex porn, but MFM, MMF, nor Hotwife porn and concepts never crossed my mind. I never had a good enough trusting relationship to even entertain this concept. Hell, I never even heard of it.

When I met my wife we started off as friends and continued to date others yet still hang out and talk as friends. She was pretty open minded and so was I. She’d ask me questions about what I’d try sexually and I’d ask her the same. We became FWBs and were very compatible with a lot of chemistry and equally as kinky. We talked about all of our fantasies and both wanting to try a threesome with a girl. My wife actually brought it up the first time! She admitted she was probably bi, but never acted on it. She had a female friend that she wanted to have an FFM with but it never worked out. We’d watch porn together and try different things, often fantasizing about her and another female both in girl- girl scenarios, and FFM situations. For me this was a dream come true!

We got closer and became gf-bf and as we fucked more and more we would try different things and we’d nd talk more about our threesome fantasy. We decided to mbark on the never ending journey to find a girl to have a threesome with. We went to clubs and bars but never got the courage to approach a girl in a vanilla environment. We discovered the AFF site and placed an ad. No responses from girls, mostly guys and couples. We weren’t at all interested in single guys although we did communicate with maybe one or two couples expressing our interest in playing with the female half only. The couples were okay with the girls playing, but not with me playing with the female half if the other male couldn’t play with my wife. We weren’t interested in swapping as we were laser focused on finding that elusive unicorn for our FFM. Our AFF profile wasn’t getting any hits from single women but one day we got a message on AFF from a guy who hosts what he called “Couples and mostly Bi girls” parties at his house. He invited us and we were excited at the prospect of “mostly bi girls.” We thought there would be a pool of wiling girls at the party to help fulfill our fantasy. There were many couples at the party but no single girls. Disappointed, our excitement was growing and our patience thinning to find that unicorn. We continued going to these parties hoping that one time we’d come across a girl we liked, but we never did. There were always eager couples that approached us but we weren’t interested. At one of the parties, my wife saw a girl we thought was hot. This girl was with her man but my wife approached her to talk to her and see if she wanted to play with us. She said yes, but she also said that she wanted dick too. Her bf was sitting next to her and she asked him if he was down to play as couples. My wife said fuck it. If she was gonna get to fuck this hot girl, she was willing to fuck her man too! Mind you, my wife thought the guy was hot too, so she wasn’t necessarily settling for someone unattractive. My wife came back to sit with me and explain what just happened. I was hesitant knowing she’d be fucking another guy, but even more excited that we may finally get to fuck a girl together! We ended up hooking up with this couple. Reminder, we hadn’t been in the swinging LS so we didn’t really know how these things went. It appeared they’ve done this before so we let them lead. We all headed upstairs to a room and the girls started sucking their own man on their knees. After a while, the other girl asked if my wife wanted to switch. She agreed, and although a bit anxious, I didn’t protest. It was an immediate turn on seeing my wife sucking another guy’s dick. My wife has a competitive nature so she sucked this guy’s dick with gusto! I could tell she really wanted to make him feel good and make it a memorable blowjob. After a while we moved to the bed where the girls lay on their back and us guys began eating each others girl’s pussy. Seeing another guys face between my wife’s open legs was hot. My wife loves getting her pussy eaten and another guy doing it to her must have been turning her on. She was rubbing her hands through his hair and pushing his face down onto her as she lightly closed her eyes in enjoyment.

By this time we were all naked and the oral sex on each other’s girl lasted a short while because not even a couple minutes later I see the other guy moving up between my wife’s legs and he slides his dick in her and starts fucking her. I cannot explain the mix of emotions and thrill of this sight and the sound of my wife moaning as she feels his cock inside her. At this point I got a brief chill of jealousy, but seeing my wife on her back with her legs open revealing her most intimate and vulnerable self taking another man on top of her missionary was indescribable. It was a newfound excitement I’ve never experienced. To everyone else, we were just swinging. To me, it was something more than that. The way this guy took charge and climbed on top of my wife with his naked body against hers without asking and seeing her expression of pleasure outdid any group sex or porn I’d ever seen. It wasn’t the picture I had in my mind when we set out for our first FFM experience. This was not even close to an FFM. Again, I had never heard of Hotwifing or seen such porn, so it never crossed my mind to even think of this scenario let alone allow myself to become aroused by it. For one, who lets their girlfriend get fucked by another guy? Secondly, why the fuck is she enjoying it so much!? It’s wrong, right? For some reason it was so right.

I was missing something I never had. I was all for seeing my wife with another woman and possibly joining in based on my juvenile porn fetish, but this was very real and visceral. It wasn’t porn. It was unexpectedly gut wrenching in a good way with feelings of mostly lust with a touch of jealousy. It never crossed my mind to fathom the arousal I’d experience seeing my wife fucking, or getting fucked by another guy. It blew my mind.

I didn’t want to miss out on the chance to fuck this hot girl so I turned my attention to the girl I was eating out and moved up between her legs. Although fucking another girl was somewhat exciting, nothing compared to looking over and seeing my wife being pleasured by another guy. After a while of fucking, the girls started playing with each other and went back and forth sucking and fucking the guys and then playing with each other more. Yeah that satisfied my girl-girl porn fetish, but I just couldn’t shake the previous image of my wife with the other guy.

After a bit of back and forth playing, the guy gets behind my wife and starts fucking her again for what will be the last time that night. She is on all fours, the doggy position that she likes. I was laying down while his girl was sucking my dick. When her man started fucking my wife again his girl mounted me, puts my dick in her and and starts grinding on me. So as she is fucking me, my wife is facing me getting it doggy by the other guy. I’m so turned on watching her that I’m almost oblivious to my situation. The girl might have sensed my lack of enthusiasm for her because I was peering at my wife getting fucked the whole time not paying much attention to his girl. She got off of me but I didn’t care. I was too mesmerized with the site before me that I just laid there watching my wife’s face contort and listened to her loud moans and gasps in cadence with the guys quicker and harder pumps into her pussy. Suddenly I see the guy arch his head back and grunt. I assumed he shot his load. Somewhere. From my vantage point laying down on the bed I couldn’t tell if he pulled out and came but I was pretty sure he came. Once he came, my wife crawled over to me smiling. Since I hadn’t cum, I wanted to finish with my wife. She laid on her back and welcomed me with open legs. She put her arms around me and we kissed deeply. We were both so turned on by this time that the sex felt different. Better. As soon as I slid my cock in to my wife I felt an amazingly gooey and warm pussy. I know my wife’s pussy when she was wet. This wasn’t her usual wetness. Yes, her pussy was flooded with her juices but there was something more dense about the fluids I felt when I slid my cock indie her. As I slowly pumped my cock in and out of my wife gaining momentum it was then that I realized my cock was enveloped by the other guy’s cum. It felt like a warm, slippery blanket aiding my cock as it slid in and out of my wife’s freshly fucked pussy. This was something I’ve never felt before or even imagined. Knowing another guy filled my wife was exhilarating. My level of arousal overpowered any bit of jealousy I felt about another guy fucking my wife and cumming inside her. It was like nothing else! Although I had the pleasure of fucking another guy’s girl, the most pleasure I experienced that night was from watching my wife be pleasured by another guy and feeling her pussy filled with another guy’s cum. It was such a mind fuck. I was lost in the feeling of making love to my wife with the presence of another man still inside her.

That’s when I realized I had this kink.