We’ve been dating for almost 4 years I have admitted to her my kink. We’re both young. It all started by me wanting to know about her past experiences with others. Then to me wanting her to dress revealing when she goes out and she does. She started asking me “you dont you want me to fuck other guys really do you.” Also saying she doesn’t know if she could. As for me idk if i just fantasize about it or is it something I wanna see. I love when she acts slutty. She was on a weekend getaway with her friends not to long ago and drunk texted me “I wanna get fucked would you be mad if I hooked up with someone” I was caught off guard cuz we hadn’t talked about it in a while cuz she shut it down when she said she doesn’t know if she could.

Sorry for being all over the place if you read this far also recently she went to a concert and said some guy who she used to have a thing for hit her up and see I was super horny when she told me and I told her you can meet up with him if you want. And she was not for it. But I feel like she deep down wants to cuz even when she goes out she’s always telling me how someone was hitting on her asking for her number. Idk I guess by posting I was hoping someone or other couple have had this experience of mixed signals or un sure about it. Thanks for reading this far if you did.