A boring husband and sucky sex life led me to look outside my marriage. It started with an old high school boyfriend and before I knew it, I was turning into my college self. Literally looking at any man I see, imagining what’s in his pants and how good he would be in bed. My intrusive thoughts win most of the time. I’m home daily for 7 hours by myself and this cures my boredom.

My husband is the breadwinner and works hard. He is short where it counts and can’t satisfy some of my needs. He is aware of some of my activities and loves to hear stories.

Hoping this doesn’t kill our marriage completely. I love him but I also love getting ravaged. He has a hall pass but don’t think he is or will be using it.