Hello,

Here is the full 2 weeks story :

2 week ago :

I finally said for the first time, seriously, outside of bed, that I like to imagine it with other men. We were warming up at the table with words, and all of a sudden she told me she wished I'd relaxed with her, that she felt lately I'd been in my thoughts in bed and that she'd like me to share all my desires with her. So I told her that I like to imagine her with other men, that I find her so beautiful and that I love her so much that it excites me to share her, so much that it's an obsession and that I often think about it in my free time, that it's my greatest desire.

She didn't react badly, on the contrary, she smiled, and said to me with a sexy air "I'd like us to get into the bedroom and you can tell me about all these desires, I'd love to hear about them" so in bed, we started masturbating, and I told her I'd like to share her with other men, she told me it excited her a lot but that she was imagining another woman with us.

She made me imagine a scenario with 3 women taking care of me while my girlfriend was tied up watching me take pleasure, and that afterwards I would be the one tied up while these 3 women took care of my girlfriend's pleasure, she told me she imagined one of them fucking her with a big dildo.

She came as she told me this, kept touching me to make me come and asked me if I liked this scenario with other women or if I preferred it with men, I told her I liked it but that the truth is I prefer to imagine other men fucking her.

She tells me that it's one of her great desires too, and that she was afraid to tell me and look like a woman without values in my eyes, I tell her that's not the case and that I've already told her that in the past.

10 days ago :

I sent her for the first time an erotic photo of an MFM 3-way from Reddit, she replied "which one do you want to be?" I told her "the one you're sucking" but the conversation stopped there because she was anxious about a family problem.

4 days ago :

She finally spoke to me about it again this morning after we'd had sex, after she'd come she told me she was fantasizing right now about me fucking her with a plug in her ass, then finally she went on to say that she'd like to suck the new dildo at the same time (we've never used it yet)

Then she said "or else I could ride the dildo as if it were another cock, with a plug in my ass and suck you at the same time" then I told her I loved that idea.

She goes on to say, "You know, right now I'm really turned on by the idea of another man, I've been thinking about your photo of the 3-way and right now I'm really thinking about it a lot, but I want you to know that I'm still yours, are you sure you won't take it the wrong way? I'm afraid to tell you about it and that you'll take it the wrong way when that's not my intention, I just love the idea and I'm thinking about it a lot right now".

I told her I didn't take it badly, on the contrary, that I loved the idea but that we'd have to talk about it a lot before that could happen, and that I like to imagine her fucking someone else while I'm looking at her, and she told me she was really excited about the idea.

3 days ago :

we had sex, where I tried to make her realize the desire she'd spoken to me about : put an anal plug in her, and fuck her through the pussy while she sucked the dildo.

Intercourse began, foreplay and then I inserted the anal plug but it hurt, as if she was cut inside, we stopped because she was in so much pain.

Then 20 minutes later she initiated intercourse, while I was touching her clitoris she said "I'm yours, your slut, and your slut really wants you to share her with another man right now".

I tell her "maybe he's already here" as I pull out Vixen's new large, hyper-realistic dildo (Le bandit, 1.8 inch wide and 7.2 inch insertable length).

She's intimidated at first and doesn't speak, I put some lube on the dildo, and tell her to jack it off while she sucks me, and she gets off, very excited, she tells me "it really looks like a real cock I'm shocked and very excited".

Then at one point I get up, stand, tell her to get on her knees while she sucks me and I tell her to put the dildo right under her and insert it, I see she's having trouble because it's so big, and I hadn't put any fingers on her to prepare her, yet she manages to get it in, she doesn't come and go on it because it's too big, she just gets it in her little by little and I see her look so contracted and tense with pleasure, she let out cries that I'd rarely seen her do.

Then while touching her clitoris and fucking my mouth she had an orgasm that made her faint for a few seconds.

After she came, she told me to come inside her, I was so excited and my cock was so hard, when I came inside her doggy style, the more I came inside her pussy the wider it was, I had never felt it so wide in my life, even with my 5 fingers inside her (the dildo is 1,8 inch in width and 7 inch in insertable length) I said to her "I've never felt you so wide" she said to me "me neither, I feel your cock so different inside me and I love it" I said to her "me too you're so wide after that big cock and I love the effect it has on me, you're so exciting" then she ended up cumming while I penetrated her, I also cum deep inside her.
she told me she'd had 2 fucking orgasm, that she loves me so much, and that all she wants now is me, that it's a good thing there wasn't another man, because right after she'd cum all she wanted was to be with me alone and in my arms.

A few minutes later she told me that she loved the dildo, that it was very big and very realistic to the touch and inside her, that she really thought it was a real cock.

I was really excited during the moment and today when I’m thinking again about it.

Do you have any advice or recommendations on what to do next? I'm afraid of doing the wrong thing and I don't want to rush her, or jeopardize our relationship by doing the wrong thing, even though everything is going well at the moment.