I will start this off by telling you my wife and I have a great life! We are 29/30 and have been together for 8 years! She is 5’3 toned stomach with large breasts and a thick ass. I’m not sure how I pulled her off because she is way out of my league. I have had several coworkers over the years surprised by how hot my wife is for me! I feel like I am decent looking but I never had much luck with women. I have only had sex with my wife and one other woman.

My wife on the other hand has been with 7-8 guys. It started off by her telling me stories about other experiences and it would turn me on to hear about her past sexual experiences. That turned into different role plays and after years of dirty talk we finally talked about maybe having another guy enter the bedroom. That leads to tonight.

I will keep this brief. We did the cliche thing and started a tinder account and set a date for tonight. The guy was older (about 36 or 37) Tall, Dark and chiseled. He claimed he was very well endowed but we never saw a picture beforehand.

We met at a local bar at 4:30 and had a drink with him. I started to feel a little uneasy at this point. The guy was super attractive. I also felt like the whole bar knew what we were up to. He was super respectful and was very nice. They rubbed on each other a little to the music and I saw him grab her ass and tits. I could tell she was into it and I was also very turned on by this point. We invite him to follow us over to our house a few blocks over. Our kids went to the grandparents house so we have a free open house.

On the way to the house she asked if I was okay with this all and she offered to send him away. I told her I was fine. She started to tell me how he was grabbing her ass and she pulled my dick out while I was driving and played with my dick while I drove. I was on cloud 9.

Once we got to the house we wasted no time and headed straight to the bedroom. We both helped her get naked and she started undressing us and pulled out our dicks. At this point I felt like i was totally inadequate. Honestly his dick was 3 times the size of mine. Both length and girth. My wife was stroking us both but I went limp. I tried to do it myself to get hard but it was almost nonfunctional at this point. I think a combination of stage fright and embarrassment. I went and sat on the bed away from them to watch and see if I could get hard. He stopped to ask if I was okay and everything was fine which I replied yes.

She struggled to suck his dick because he was large. He joked he needs to come over so she can get some more practice. She then told him you need to come over every night so she can master his dick. I felt even worse.

Once they started to have sex she moaned and made sounds I never heard before. She scratched his back up and I never once had that happen to me. I wasn’t able to see so she may not have but he even made a comment about her being a squirter. She never squirted with me before. I felt like a whole different person came out.

When he was about to cum she pulled his condom off and sucked his dick. He got off in her mouth and she swallowed it. It was super hot. I think she was trying to put on a performance but she has never let me cum in her mouth. Said she hates the taste of it. She then came back to me and asked if I’m hard now because she wanted to swallow my load also. She sucked on my limp dick for a few minutes but it wasn’t doing anything

I thought it was over at that point. I put my boxers on and go and grab some waters from the kitchen. When I walk in the room they are both still naked he was playing with her tits and she had her hand wrapped around his cock asking how girls manage to suck on it. I handed them water and she compared the water bottle to his dick and he was bigger! I felt so defeated.

He brought a box of 3 condoms over and they used all three. She even mentioned we run to Walgreens and get more. He ended up staying till 10:30. She mentioned he should come back by in the morning with more condoms. I didn’t say anything but I was feeling like my wife was falling in love with another man.

To make things worse we walked him to the driveway and I had on my regular clothes and my wife just put on a silk robe. The “hot neighbor” she calls him during our dirty talks was outside and saw the guy hug her and leave. I feel like he knows now and he was already flirty with my wife beforehand.

When we got back inside my wife made a comment about the “hot neighbor” having more condoms to loan us. Usually that comment would have me hard but I was not feeling anything. I felt almost numb. We had sex when I got back in bed but after 3 pumps I’m limp. She thought I got off and I didn’t say anything. She went to sleep right after.

Is this how it always feel or was I just not ready? I don’t feel like I can be upset. The guy was super nice and respectful. My wife went out of her way to make me happy after. I can’t sleep I’m incredibly turned on but I feel so little. Advice?