Last night was the first time, my 3rd made me feel amazing. Back story, my husband met the guy on Reddit, made sure he covered all the boxes and this time actually found someone he knew would be my type. There was actually another guy he was thinking at first, but stated that this guy I would like more. As always, I was hesitant, but we started to converse, and it felt all natural and not weird. Then last night, we met up for drinks. Right when I got there he said “You look good”, had about 2, and just like a “regular” date we drank, laughed, got to know each other. Then we headed back to his place, and that’s where he started to get closer to me and that’s when he was showering me with even more compliments stating he likes my smile and my lips. We started to make out on the couch and I was on top of him, and he was sliding his hands up and down me while I was kissing his neck and nibbling his ear. We eventually went to the bedroom, where I set up my camera for my husband. He was very much down for it and helped me make sure I had a good angle for hubby. I loved that, because he knew what the purpose of this was and was super comfortable with it. Once we got all settled, he started to slowly take off my clothes, start we caressing my breasts, sucking on them, and then going down with kisses to eat me out. He said “you taste so good, I would keep going however long you wanted me to”. After that he put on the condom and went in me, the expression on his face and the moans he was making were so hot. He continued with the compliments about how good I feel and then when we started to do doggy, it seem liked he melted. He loved my ass. I wasn’t able to cum because I feel like I was just in my head about how good this was feeling with another guy, but he pleasured me really good. I got super wet and riding him and kissing him were so much fun. He kept telling me how sexy I was. This time this experience with this bull was such a confidence booster. Like obviously my husband finds me hot, sexy and beautiful, but never thought I was all that so when he wanted to share me I have always been self conscious. I still am, but after last night I feel different. I feel good enough in ways I hadn’t. But, I also feel guilty because it’s the first time I enjoyed it and would do again with. 😭of course I still love my husband and he’s always #1, but if he wanted another show I wouldn’t hesitant with this 3rd. I feel so incredibly guilty, is this normal, should I stop overthinking? My husband kept reassuring me that he is glad I had fun and that me really enjoying it makes it hotter🫣