So me (29) and my wife (30) been married for 13 years , I know got married way too young , but anyways I’ve had this hotwife fantasy since 2019, and she knows about it’s for the past 4 years , in the beginning she has absolutely zero interest in it, but as time went by , we started using dildos , dirty talking , and she even was texting couple of men from Reddit , and actually made 1 guy cum sexting , so this took 4 years to come to this point , I’m thinking we are very close to actually doing the real deal , but I guess I had the wrong idea for the last 4 years , last night we got in a smaller argument which jd nothing to with our sex life , but as we kept arguing I brought up how our sex life has gone down hill the past 6 months, maybe once or twice a month , she out of nowhere said “ well no shit my husband wants me to fuck other guys and wants to watch me do it, it’s a turn off” I WAS COMPLETELY TAKEN BACK BY THAT, at that point I stopped the conversation/ argument and went in our spare bedroom , I couldn’t sleep the whole night , why would she try to humiliate me by saying that , and also I know for a fact it turns her on when we dirty talk about it .

Oh I forgot to mention this was all done infront of her friend staying at our house!!!

I feel like my trust is gone with her , how could she say that infront of someone , I she trying to humiliate me , or make me feel bad for having a hotwife fantasy, or I she really NOT into it ?