So my husband and I have been talking about this idea for a few months. He brought it up, and admittedly it's something that I also find exciting. Without getting into a lot of the details, I have a latex allergy, so if we went the whole way, it would be basically skin-on-skin (bareback).

I haven't done that with someone other than him in a loooong time. I guess that's part of the appeal. :)

That seems like a big step to take, in addition to the already big step of sleeping with someone new. But I think I'm also ok with it? It's hard to know though without giving it a try, but at the same time I'm afraid it's a big step to take, and although I want it it's not exactly something you can undo.

I think at least we'd ask for an STD test, but then yea .. letting him finish inside me. I'm nervous, but I also can't stop thinking about this. A big part of me definitely wants it. Any advice?