Need to vent after a particularly disappointing week. Some background: The first guy I met in 2022 was awesome! He was really attractive, fucked well, and helped me take great content for my husband. But when I reached out for a third session, he ghosted me. Since then every guy has been lackluster. Lots of overselling their skills (not getting/staying hard has been a consistent issue) or have disrespected my husband. Even the ones that tell me they have had experience in the lifestyle. I can be picky (it’s not just about having a nice cock or body). I’m only on FEELD and occasionally look through Reddit, but we live in a smaller city and the community is not as robust. Lately, I’ve matched with guys who were going away for the holidays, said they wanted to meet when they got back, and still haven’t heard from them. On Monday, I had scheduled a date with a guy I was pretty excited about and he cancelled on me while I was ON THE WAY to meet with no explanation and then unmatched me on the app. I’m used to flakes and bad hookups from my single days, but it’s more disappointing now because A. I’m now really into hotwifing and want a fun experience for me and my partner and B. I have an incredible partner at home who fucks me like a stallion so why am I putting myself through this frustration and let down for a fantasy? It’s getting tiring getting excited about someone just to be horribly let down and I’m having a hard time finding the motivation to keep looking. Not sure if I’m looking for advice. Maybe just a pep talk since I don’t have friends in the lifestyle I can talk to. (Though my partner is VERY supportive).