Wife has been having an affair for a year and recently started to fuck him behind my back. I was so jealous and hurt and angry. I thought we were going to separate and get a divorce.

Things took an odd turn yesterday and I told her I was ready to listen.

Broke a huge barrier last night, and right now I think things will be ok.

She told me details about his dick, how they talked, the positions, how she liked it, how many times, how she let him come inside and then that night let me fuck her, come inside, and then eat her out, and fuck her again before going to bed a messy little slut.

I got so turned on I fucked her and then pulled out and let her suck me off while I played with her clit. I stuck my fingers inside and she was so fucking wet my fingers went all the way in and I curled them up, and just started shaking my forearm. She squirted so much! I pulled my cock out of her mouth because I didn’t want to come yet, and went down on her again. It tasted so indescribably good, I’m getting hard writing this out.

Then she told me the 3 hour walk the other day she took when she left her phone at home, she did it again. He picked her up, they fucked 4 times, she even let him try to stick it in her butt, but it wouldn’t fit. Apparently he’s thicker than me by a bit, but shorter and inexperienced. He’s 26, I’m 38, and she’s 33.

She described more details and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it all and realized instead of being angry, jealous, wanting to kick her out and get divorced-I decided I like this, it turns me on. I think my wife is a hot wife?

…As for the other guy…I guess she was trying to get into a fantasy we talked about a few times when we drank over the 11 years together.
I was just upset and hurt she did this behind my back. When she was open and honest, and didn’t hold back details-she knew I was getting turned on, and it turns her on too.

She wants to fuck him again too. I told her I want details, video, and pictures. But ultimately I don’t want her to get too deep with the one person for fear of feelings or being left/abandoned

Compromise is that ultimately she wants a threesome and for us to embrace sexual exploration together, with other people, together. While staying married.
Rules and boundaries in the works for agreement.

I didn’t think I’m like this, but I tell myself that my role as a husband is to make sure my wife is happy and satisfied, and I enjoy watching her get off. Like with toys, I always ask her to picture that it’s someone specific, and I ask her who it is, and what she wants them to do.

We record our sessions of fucking each other.

And she really wants me to get a fwb, not to make herself feel better, but because it’s a kink for her I found out 🤷🏼‍♂️ like wtf? I haven’t even looked at let alone talked to another woman like that for over a decade, so I don’t know where or how to begin to approach a woman as a married man.

I’m a fucking freak in the bedroom…