A little background: My (37) wife (36) both grew up Mormon. We were each others first, she did play around and was handsy with guys, for me, the furthest I got was feeling a girls tits over her shirt while making out. Fast forward to 2020 and we started to dip our toes into hotwifing. During this time she’s had a few encounters, one regular FWB for about a year, another meet-up with a different bull.

And then there was last night! We were at a bar after work with some coworkers (we work together) and her and this guy were eyeing each other down. Finally, it was just her and I, and her boss. I needed to get home to get some things done and leave them there, with the boss bringing her home. Well, she gets the guys info and they’re chatting, the boss gets the guy’s friends number, and she comes home.

Now they’re texting and she wants to blow off some steam, and this guy. So we arrange it and meet up. I am present but I just want to sit back and enjoy the scene. They start making out and for the next 45 minutes she comes and comes and comes. And I love it. About 10 minutes into it I come from just watching and I’m immediately hard again watching this go down. They finish and I reclaimed my hotwife twice after and woke up hard as nails this morning.

So, now to my internal dilemma. After last night I feel super inadequate. I am the definition of sexually average; length, girth, duration…you’ll see a picture of my dick. Every FWB or bull or sexting Buddy have all been in the average arena. This guy was not! He was long and girthy and just could fuck for 25 minutes before he even thought about cumming. It was just his dick that made her cum over and over, no tricks, no secret position, just his cock inside of her.

And now I’m feeling inadequate. Like I said, I’m still turned on by the encounter and the experience. But this is the first time in this whole experience that this is an emotion that’s coming up. How have any of you dealt with it? I know who she comes home to, I know who she loves, but can’t get over feeling like I’m not enough sexually.