Hello everyone!

English is not my native language so please dont be mad.

So i(34) and my wife(25) talked about this for a year now. I just like how turned on i am when i am thinking someone else is pleasing her.

So last week she met up with a guy that she is talking too. And they have great sex.. she came home all giggling and horny.. so she started stroking me and told me the story.. at some point i got soft because she broke a rule.. he came inside her mouth. So i was mad? So i quit the whole thing and went to bed.. the next day i was feeling fine and asked her to do it all over with the confession thing so i filmed her while she was giving me oral and handjob. Really the hottest thing ever. Now it is reality i am not sure if i still like it but it does turn me on really bad.. last week we had the best sex of our lives.

And today she wants to meet up with him again. And i feel little bit mad? Not sure what feeling it is.. because i do want to reclaim her afterwards.. but i also dont want someone else fucking her every week..

What to do?